I GAVE UP.

...even if boys don't deserve it.

When girls fall, they fall so deep.

They love more than boys can love them,

they give more than boys can give.

Boys are dying to be with them during courtship.

But girls would die just to keep

and be with them in the relationship.

This is why tears fall

even if boys don't deserve it.

UNSTOPPABLE

Falling for him once: Temptation

Falling for him twice: Destiny

Getting your heart broken: A Mistake

Letting it happen again: Unstoppable

MULTO DAW :)

SAME GUY

SAD QUOTE :'(

I think the saddest part 

is that we always seem to give 

the best of our hearts uncritically 

to those who hardly think 

about us in return.

I don’t miss the way you never looked at me.

You know I used to spend, everyday, 

thinking and dreaming about you. 

And everytime you walked by, 

I would lose myself. 

Do you know what that feels like? 

And you couldn’t possibly know 

what it feels like to have that one person, 

not have the same feelings about you. 

Look, I’m sorry if you miss the way I looked at you. 

But, I don’t miss the way you never looked at me.

 

WAITING

We spend half our life sleeping,
but we spend our whole life waiting.
Waiting in lines, waiting for times,
waiting to be old enough, waiting for a call.
We’re always waiting.
We just dont always realize it.
Waiting for someone to say something,
waiting for them to notice you.
Constantly waiting for that one person,
and they have no idea you’re waiting for them.

It's true :'(

DREAMS

Dreams are always crushing 

when they don’t come true. 

But it’s the simple dreams that 

are often the most painful 

because they seem so personal, 

so reasonable, so attainable. 

You’re always close enough to touch, 

but never quite close enough to hold 

and it’s enough to break your heart.

...someone who cherishes you forever.

There are some people who meet 

that somebody that they 

can never stop loving, 

no matter how hard they try. 

I wouldn’t expect you to understand that, 

or even believe it. 

But trust me, 

there are some loves that don’t go away. 

And maybe that makes them crazy, 

but we all should be lucky enough 

to end up with somebody 

who has a little of that insanity, 

someone who never lets go, 

someone who cherishes you forever.

FIRST TRUE LOVE

There’ll always be that first true love.
The one you first spent the night crying for.
The one that never really worked out
but you kept your hopes up too much.
The one who got away.
The one who taught you all you need to know about love.
And the one that until now,
is still the one you look back to
whenever you try to love again.

I like this boy, who doesn't like me... :'(

I like him.. I like him so much, it kinda hurts.
The thing that hurts more is that
I know he doesn't like me back.
Even with this knowledge
I continue to keep him within my heart.
It's quite pathetic.
I'm not even sure if he's aware of
how I feel about him,
but I have a feeling he's totally clueless.
I wish you knew how I feel,
I wish you knew that I could be your one,
your only one.
I like this boy,
who doesn't like me..

The Conyo-mandments

1. Thou shall make gamit “make+pandiwa”.
ex. “Let’s make pasok na to our class!”
“Wait lang! I’m making kain pa!”
“Come on na, we can’t make hintay anymore! It’s in Andrew pa, you know?”

2. Thou shall make kalat “noh”, “diba” and “eh” in your pangungusap.
ex. “I don’t like to make lakad in the baha nga, no? Eh diba it’s like, so eew, diba?”
“What ba: stop nga being maarte noh?”
“Eh as if you want naman also, diba?”

3. When making describe a whatever, always say “It’s SO pang-uri!”
ex. “It’s so malaki, you know, and so mainit!”
“I know right? So sarap nga, eh!”
“You’re making me inggit naman.. I’ll make bili nga my own burger.”

4. When you are lalaki, make parang punctuation “dude”, ‘tsong” or “pare”
ex. “Dude, ENGANAL is so hirap, pare.”
“I know, tsong, I got bagsak nga in quiz one, eh”

5. Thou shall know you know? I know right!
ex. “My bag is so bigat today, you know”
“I know, right! We have to make dala pa kasi the jumbo Physics book eh!”

6. Make gawa the plural of pangngalans like in English or Spanish.
ex. “I have so many tigyawats, oh!”

7. Like, when you can make kaya, always use like. Like, I know right?
ex. “Like, it’s so init naman!”
“Yah! The aircon, it’s, like sira!”

8. Make yourself feel so galing by translating the last word of your sentence, you know, your pangungusap?
ex. “Kakainis naman in the LRT! How plenty tao, you know, people?”
“It’s so tight nga there, eh, you know, masikip?”

9. Make gamit of plenty abbreviations, you know, daglat?”
ex. “Like, OMG! It’s like traffic sa LRT”
“I know right? It’s so kaka!”
“Kaka?”
“Kakaasar!”

10. Make gamit the pinakamaarte voice and pronunciation you have para full effect!
ex. “I’m, like, making aral at the Arrhneo!”
“Me naman, I’m from Lazzahl!

IT'S JUST A WORD

Love is just a word
But means such a lot
I don't have anything
But I'll offer you all I've got

Millions of people a day
Show how much they care
"You're the one for me
Break your heart? I wouldn't dare"

But within these millions
Who is telling a lie
Their feelings are completely fake
Their heart is one huge sigh

Men and Women are just the same
With one thing on their mind
So how can me be sure
Ours is one of a kind?

I Want A Boy Who Will

I want a boy who will move the hair away from my eyes,

and then kiss me.

Who will hold my hand in line at the mall

and make all the girls jealous.

A pretty boy, but not so pretty that I feel awkward.

A boy who thinks I'm b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l.

A boy who will sing to me at random moments.

Who lets me sleep on his chest.

I want a guy who will tell his mother I have beautiful eyes,

a guy who will bring me orange juice when I'm sick,

who writes songs about me because he doesn't

know any other way to tell me how he feels.

I want a boy who is more goofy than romantic,

but knows the right things to say at the right times.

I want a boy who will call me 3 times a day if he went away.

A boy who will apologize for calling too much,

and no matter how many times I tell him its okay, he'd still do it.

A boy who will let me gossip to him and

just smile and agree with everything I say.

A boy who will throw stuffed animals at me

when I acted dumb and then jump on me

and kiss me a million times.

I want a boy who will write me notes in class,

and give me flowers every once in a while

for no real reason at all.

Who will bet kisses on who could beat who on at game.

Who makes fun of me just to make me laugh.

A boy who will surprise me with 25 cent ring and

we could have contest of how far we can spit our gum.

Who will take me to the park,

put his hands around my waist and

give me big bear hugs all the time.

A boy who will kiss my neck,

just to have a reason to tell me how much he loves my new perfume.

I want a boy who, at night, who will dance in his pajamas with me.

A boy who will take pictures in photo booths with me,

someone who will never turn down a trip to the lake

and who will play tag on the beach with me.

Who will tell all his friends about me and smile when he does it.

A boy who could sit with me on the kitchen floor and eat sandwiches.

Who will make out with me in the pouring rain and

will tell me when he doesn't think something looks good.

I want a boy who would try to teach me how to play the guitar,

even if we just end up laughing at each other.

I want a boy who will run his fingers through my hair,

share his lollipops with me, and get along with all of my friends.

Someone who would never be afraid to say I love you in front

of his friends and someone who would

argue with me about silly things just to make up.

I want a boy who will take me to Target to

just make fun of some of the stuff there.

Someone who will kiss me at midnight on New Years and

who will make funny faces at me when I'm on the phone.

I want a boy who will count stars with me and be friends with my family.

I want a boy who will stay home with me on a Friday night

just to help me make dinner and watch movies

together under the same blanket.

Someone who will squirt water guns at me

in the house after I've got him soaked.

A boy who will tell me I'm b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l but not too often.

I want a boy who looks me the eye and tell me something serious,

that was also funny and make me promise not to laugh.

A boy who could make me laugh like no one else can.

I want a boy who will hold me closer than normal

when I'm sick, and would play with my hair.

But mostly I want a boy who is my best friend

and will always be there for me.

WHAT I WANT IN A GUY :)

I want a guy who isn’t made up of excuses.

I want a guy who wants to spend his time 
alone with me, that doesn’t include sex.

I want a guy who notices all the little 
things and cares about the little things.

I want a guy who is willing to 
sometimes sacrifice and compromise.

I want a guy who isn’t chatting up 
women every time I’m not around.

I want a guy who won’t cheat on me.

I want a guy who isn’t a coward.

I want a guy who will talk problems
through before an argument occurs.

I want a guy who is honest about 
anything and everything.

I want a guy who is a gentleman...

a real gentleman... not those that goes around saying they are 

when it suits them then change back into a jerk.

I want a guy who is actually listening 

to what I say instead of thinking 

‘I just want to get laid…or wow boobies’

I want a guy who will give me security.

I want a guy with a sense of humor….
that doesn’t go too far.

I want a guy who thinks I’m worth 
more than a fumble in the dark.

I want a guy who likes to cuddle, 
likes to be close.

I want a guy who makes me feel special.

I want a guy who can show what being
in love is instead of just saying it.

I want a guy who for once will finally act 
upon what he says and keep promises.

I want a guy who will want to know 

every little detail about me….instead of 

me just wanting to know all about him.

I want a guy who is polite to everyone.

I want a guy who is responsible.

I want a guy who will stick around once they’ve 

had me and seen me in every way that I am.

I want a guy who means what he says and isn’t 

just saying it because he thinks that’s what I want to hear.

I want a guy who will notice all the things I do 

to make myself perfect for him so he won’t 

be tempted to go elsewhere.

I want a guy who won’t let me down.

I want a guy who can keep secrets.

I want a guy who doesn’t make every personal 

aspect of our relationship public to all of his friends.

I want a guy who won’t run away from problems.

I want a guy who won’t avoid me or push me away.

I want a guy who for once doesn’t talk about 

the future as if we’re going to break up.

I want a guy who will not get plastered around me

if he has learned this makes him a nasty bastard towards me.

I want a guy who will not constantly bring up his ex’s 

from the past throughout the whole of the relationship.

I want a guy who will be there for me.

I want a guy who likes to make up after arguments

instead of ignore the fact they happened.

I want a guy who doesn’t take me for granted.

I want a guy who gives 100%

I want a guy who is himself..and 
doesn’t put on an act around me.

I want a guy who will do something because 
he wants to, not because I ask him.

I want a guy who is fair.

I want a guy who isn’t sexist, prejudice, 
racist or narrow minded.

I want a guy who shows respect.

I want a guy who doesn’t try to rub other

women in your face to make you jealous.

I want a guy who doesn't go on about what his ideal woman

looks like to the point where you try to change yourself.

I want a guy who loves me, for who i am 
and everything about me.

I want a guy who will let me love him.

I want a guy who after being with him 
for years is still into me.

I want a guy who makes love on occassion instead of just sex.

I want a guy who cares about my day and asks me 

how i am and lets me know if he missed me.

I want a guy who stick with me through rough times.

Was it a perfect guy?

THE NEW FRIENDSTER :)

        Here's a screenshot of the new look of friendster :)

EMO :)

          Together with my boardmates(hannah & joy), we had this photo session as to upload new pictures in friendster. We did apply make up on our faces just to have a good capture. And here's one of the photos captured during that session. 

Do i look like emo here?

Talking about emo..

Here's a short definition of emo..

The term "Emo" is used as counterculture; it is an abreviation of the word "emotional". Emo it's defining not only an attitude, but also a fashion that are coming from emocore (emo music). Emocore is a combination between hardcore and punk music which was very popular in Washington DC in the late 80's. The emo culture continued to develop between '90 and '00, reaching the height of its popularity today.

THE EGGPLANT :)

Eggplant is a member of the nightshade family and is native to India. The early varieties were bitter, but cultivation and crossbreeding have greatly improved the flavor. Eggplant is related to potatoes, tomatoes, and peppers.

Eggplant isn't a particularly popular vegetable in the United States, but it's a favorite in many areas of the South. Thomas Jefferson, who experimented with many varieties of plants in his Virginia garden, is credited with introducing eggplant to North America.

In various parts of Europe, people suspected that eating eggplant caused madness, not to mention leprosy, cancer, and bad breath, which is why eggplant was used mostly for decoration in England and the United States nearly up to the 20th century.